my 2nd MOS. yucks!

oh well.

my beautiful gigantic wisdom tooth that's gonna make me lose some weight after its' removal, i hope. lol!

i walked in to the first dentist and was really turned off by the 1st dentist. he read my x-ray wrongly and i had to correct him. obviously, i lost confidence in him. then i was sent to the 2nd one who was supposed to do my surgery (to remove two impacted wisdom tooth but slightly more complicated because my tooth is 2-3x larger than an average persons LOL). the 2nd one was really busy and seemed a little snobbish but she looks like she knows what she's doing. but when i heard that the surgery can only be done on the 29th of this month, i almost fainted.

how the heck am i going to last three more weeks when i cant even stand the pain for the rest of the day?! don't let me get started on the pain ok. when it attacks, i get brain freeze, dizzy, confused, starts shivering so badly that i get cold fever, and i'll get tears rolling out of my eyes automatically cause it's just way too ridiculously painful. i asked if there is any way it could be done earlier but the nurse said that the doctor is fully booked. oh great!

i went home and rolled around bed in pain. even with painkillers, i still cannot tolerate the pain. when i try to sleep, i still cant because the pain keeps me awake. and i gave up trying to sleep. at 6pm, i called up all the neighbourhood dentist and finally, i found one that was open till 9pm! quickly rushed there without dinner so i can be the first there when it reopens after their dinner break.

i went, waited and then it was my turn. the doc did another x-ray on me (had one earlier in the morning) and said the wisdom tooth can be removed immediately but would require minor oral surgery (MOS). i was reluctant because of my company's photoshoot and this huge event im attending this saturday but because the pain was unbearable, i obliged. the doctor was amused by how large my tooth was and after struggling for slightly more than 30 mins, it came out. i liked how he did the surgery cause it was really smooth. and he said the earlier dentist must've been mad (retarded is more like it) to recommend removing both wisdom tooth at one go! yes, i've got four impacted wisdom tooth (impacted means growing horizontally beneath the surface of the gums, above your nerves). two removed (one two years ago, one today), two more to go. for my previous entries on the previous surgery, click here.

again, like my previous MOS, i required four jabs of local anesthetic. and now that it has been almost two hours since the surgery ended, it's starting to wear off and im feeling the pain. let's hope it gets well soon because i don't want to miss this saturday's work and event. i'll try to post a photo of my gigantic wisdom tooth soon. mwahs. i'll be on a liquid diet so let's hope i can lose some weight now as i've ballooned way too incredibly hugeee to be acceptable by the society. HAHA!

Posted by becky at 10:50 PM | cand(2)es

October 07, 2008

i'm not god afterall.

sometimes, it makes me wonder, really. am i always staying at work when i could leave earlier because i don't want to step out of my comfort zone. back into reality (and a very harsh one indeed). where i have to face things that i can avoid when im at work. im pretty good at separating business with pleasure, i'd say. i wish i had the answers to life's mysteries and to life itself. but as much as i'd like to claim i'm god, i'm not.

come back quick biibii. i cannot do this alone. i miss you, each and every nanosecond.

p/s: hello FC stalkers. haha. how did you get here? and i just watched a dog got hit by a car. it aches my heart and i got teary-eyed. but is that really the reason why?

xoxo,
notsoverygodlyafterallbecks.

(/edited) @ 4:31pm; 07.10.08
less emo stuff, hooray!

lol, i've not logged into MYB for almost a year plus and guess what? i've gotten promoted to SUPER MODERATOR without me knowing. bwahahahahaha. ok, i'll try to login more often and do my duties, especially as a moderator in charge of 'sexual intimacy'. LOL. whyyyy me?! and happy belated birthday joanne, my one and only sister!
(/edited)

Posted by becky at 11:14 AM | cand(6)es

October 01, 2008

beckiskii0110 celebrates 3rd anniiversarii!

HAPPY 3rd ANNIIVERSARII BECKISKII AKA BIIBII & HAPPY EID TO ALL!!!

hah! till then, good nite. it has been three blissful years for us. niceeee!

Posted by becky at 03:43 AM | cand(10)es

September 14, 2008

i'm sick but someone else out there needs your love more.

i havent been feeling so good lately. bad sore throat, thumping headache, sensitivity to light, coughing out bloody saliva and phlegm, fever that comes and goes faster that the speed of light. i've been staying home (and by home, i meant after work) for three days straight and it just feels so wrong! i'm bored cause all i do is get up, eat meds, go back to sleep. no more parties, no late nights, no drinking, and no meeting up with other homo sapiens!

but seriously, my memory loss thingy is bugging me. i can do something and then forget it the next minute and ask around what happened. or if i've met someone just a couple of days ago and someone mentions his/her name, i go "who?" when i spent few hours with them. i hope it's not permanent. *sighs* and and, i'm thinking of getting braces. i know ive been contemplating for years but i really dislike how my teeth are crooked and it bugs someone who is semi-OCD.

oh, and a dear friend of mine's sis is in need of RM25000 just for the replacement of hips. she's got bone cancer and she's just really young. i know this is not going to help much seeing that my blog now has only a reader or two (and one of them is me, myself). but it'll be nice if you could put aside your shopping for a week and donate some moolahs to her. i am doing that so i won't be going for the coach and jimmy choo private sale next week. that will save me a lot. it's always nice to help because you'll never know when you may need help from others someday. i'm not mentioning names here but i'm sure most of you know my friend here that i'm talking about. i respect her privacy but if you're sincere about giving a donation (any amount is alright) i will pass you her account details. thanks and god bless. LOL, i sound so much like a staunch temple/church goer. but really, it would be nice if any of you could respond to this pledge.

Posted by becky at 05:53 PM | cand(13)es

August 31, 2008

happy 51st birthday, malaysia. ;)

HAPPY INDEPENDENCE DAY, MALAYSIA!

i spent my eve coughing out bloody phelgms. how interesting isn't it? i bled for my country on it's 51st bday. haha. i was up till 7.30am earlier and was woken up at 11am by non-stop text msges. WHY, cant people just text me at normal hours? like, 8pm? LOL. i'm nocturnal, especially on weekends.

i was just leaving my tv on when i heard some interesting conversation on it. it caught my attention and i thought the cinematography was excellent. i loved the treatment they gave to the film and so i watched. the movie had an international feel to it and despite being a local malay film about the first people who settled on FELDA. an hour later, i saw a familiar face but couldn't quite recall his name. MAXINE, if you're reading this, it was JERICHO ROSALES! omfg. i could almost cum in my panties when i saw his name. i immediately went looking for both ronnie (click on the link if you wanna see how similar ronnie and jericho are) and maxine. lol. anyway, very good malay film. go check out BILUT if you can. two thumbs up from someone who isn't very much into local film.

and since i was on skype with the sAkkers, amy shared a video with me. and she's thousands of kilometres away and have only heard of malaysia through us, the malaysian FC-ers, gave me this link. malaysian artistes for unity - here in my home. you can download all sorts of versions here btw. i'm so in love with the FC-ers. plenty of them are interested in coming over thanks to all the talk on how great the people are, how sedap the food are, the things to do and so on. we'll be expecting an influx of them this october onwards. hooray! see, we make you proud, malaysia. we promoted you through FC.

enjoy yourself with the polaroid shots taken at random events. hmm... there's another interesting local film on tv, flower in the pocket. see ya!

Posted by becky at 04:21 PM | cand(6)es